Not to Question.

Does anybody read this? Am I getting these words out to anyone?
I mean, come on! Sue, I love you, but are you really the ONLY one that reads this?
I don't even see a point in having a blog anymore. At first I thought it would be fun to write down my thoughts and feelings about life and then have people comment on them.. but guess what. I was only getting comments the first, like 6 months I had this thing. Now I'm not getting anything, from anybody. I feel like half of what I say is just being sent up into outer space.
Does anybody realize that this is me? These are MY thoughts. This is what I'M going through in life. This is what's happening to ME. And I mean that in the most non-selfish way possible, but I'm putting all of this out there for people to read and to get feedback, but whats the point? Seriously! Am I just that boring or do I just don't have as many friends/family that care about me?
I'll be the first to admit that I am horrible at calling/contacting people, for any reason. I'm self conscious that I'll say the wrong thing or I'll stutter, or something will come out completely stupid. I'm a texter. I would much rather text a whole conversation, but that, of course, is even more ridiculous and stupid. Where I'm trying to go with this is, besides Facebook (where I feel I get the same results) This is the only form of communication most of you have with me!
I also understand that I don't comment on a lot of posts by my friends, or I guess the people I follow, but if you do follow mine, would you be so kind to just let me know? Just comment on this post just saying that you do read it so I don't feel like I'm spending time on here for nothing.. That would really be great.
I know I'm not married, so I don't have a cute hubs to talk about. I know I don't have a baby, so I can't talk about what sweet baby girl did today. I get it. I'm an average young adult, living an average life, with average adventures, talking about average, everyday, common stories. But I try to bring humor into everything to lighten it up, and for your reading enjoyment, but I guess whatever I'm doing doesn't cut it.
Maybe I'm having a bad night. Maybe I'm just tired. Maybe I didn't get enough to eat, or maybe I'll regret this when I read it next, but all I want to know is if there are really people out there who are taking the time to learn more about my life and what is going on in my world.